This is the first time in 3 months that i am returning to writing my blog.. and sometimes i feel like there's so many things thoughts that i wanna pen down but when i come down to doing it nothing seems to be able to flow out. Maybe i should write more often so that all these feelings don't get clogged in me and somehow get stuck eventually.
The holidays aren't as exciting or fun as i thought them to be.. torn between having to stay at home or go out since there's really nothing to do, or who to spend my time with. maybe i should just be a loner and stay at home since everyone seems to be unhappy with the things i do now. mum, friends etc. i don't want to start becoming rebellious and angry coz i feel there's a more mature way to handle this. Help me Lord.
